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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

23/F

People say
"Shit happens"
And it does
To me
All the time

People say
"Things will look different
in the morning"
And they do:
Worse

People say
"Life can be great"
And it is
But not for me
Goodbye


17/M

Yellowcard songs are all representing my mood. Listen to them.
And do not die over me, I was simply one person out of a multi-billion person population on this planet.
The good ones are already gone. We're all going to die sooner or later, I'm just doing it before I'm supposed to.
I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!! I'M SORRY!!


17/M

There are so many reasons why I am writing this, and not so many why I haven't done this a long time ago. I was hoping the future would treat me better than it has in the past. But as I know, the past repeats itself so many times.
crush, love, heartbreak, hurt, crush, love, heartbreak, hurt.
Even if nothing is real, and the only sure thing is death, I still believe I'm ugly, worthless, emo, socially outcasted, a failure, and going downhill fast.
I don't believe many people know this about me, but I do in fact need real help. A therapist, medication, valium, someone to talk to for once, and a real role model.
Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar, Manic-Depressive, Major Depressive, Social Anxiety, Self Injury, Constant Suicidal Thoughts.
But I really know I'm just an emo kid with the same problems everyone else has.
I know I'm being quite selfish by doing this, but this angel has cursed wings. I'm a lost soul.
I absolutely HATE you all. But still, don't cry, don't miss me, but don't forget me.

cutting and suicide
just another way to cope
with the pain we all hide
we only live with the hope
that tomorrow will be greater
no one notices 'see you later'
could be the last words from your mouth

tearing lives apart
can't break this broken heart
tearing lives apart
silently screaming with all our heart

close up these eyes
singing 'help me' as she cries
its snowing in my heart
and raining in my head
"i love you" was what she said
but not to me
but not to me
time is going by slowly
im not the good kid, im not that holy

tearing lives apart
can't break this broken heart
tearing lives apart
silently screaming with all our heart
she said 'i love you'
but not to me
but not to me
oh, but not to me.


17/M

ill never have what i want
and i realize that now
join the hunt just to say i am there
hunt in the dark
and i dunno where i am no more
not that i knew where i was before
this door is gonna close
before anyone even knows
the only way to go is to leave
unnoticed and with a bang
forgotten is a way it cant be
i just wanted you to see
the year was 2003
don't wanna remember that far past
but the images still go passed me

realize i didn't wanna make you cry
but realize only i'm still here with you
not like when you were never there for me
was it cuz im different? show emotion?
i guess i'm cleaning out my closet
but its still not enough to clean me up
the letters are flowing from my pen
and it cant stop til im done with it all
this white light will show me it all
all i ever wanted
its not true, but i still want it this way
i never wanted to make you cry
but its still ending this way

i want outta here but
i still don't wanna die
i want a fresh start
this is from the heart
and nothing less
every day it makes me feel like less of a person
thats fucking sad cuz im more of a person then you
ill be sitting on a cloud watching the world rotate
the exact same world that i hate
the exact same world that hates me

this pens still itching
i dont want it to stop
will the crowd be passing by
in dresses and tuxedos?
or will they be passing by
in TNA and polo shirts?
either way im not blaming
don't make these bloody mistakes
dont even mourn for me
i dont deserve it and i know it
you wanted me to die and eat shit
this pens still itching
and your all still bitching

ever been hated
the same way i have?
maybe it was fate
or maybe it was destiny
i wish i could see past the fog
get to see my future
cuz now i have none
maybe its a dumb mistake
but ill come back as something greater
take a second to realize what i want
i want death, i want life
i want freedom and i want what i can never get
maybe some of you will apologize to me
this is the way i am
but i cant come to realize its not who i really am

this borderline disorder keeps beating me
cheating me outta my life
falling back into the knife
and i can't keep running this race
its me behind the world
would i blame me or the girl?
will you put me into a coffin and close it
before i get to show you my life and disclose it
but i wanna die another mystery
no answers, i held them all
that will keep me to shut my fucking mouth
remember i didnt wanna hurt you
its my life, ill be missing
i dont want you to cry the night i die


Monday, February 26, 2007

45/M

What is a few short years to live in hell. That is all I get around here.

No more I will pay the bills.

No more I will drive the car.

No more I will wash, iron & mend any clothes.

No more I will have to eat the leftover articles that was cooked the day before.

This is no way to live.

Either is it any way to die.

Her grub I can not eat.

At night I can not sleep.

I married the wrong nag-nag-nag and I lost my life.

W.S.

to the undertaker

We have got plenty money to give me a decent burial. Don't let my wife kid you by saying she has not got any money.

Give this note to the cops.

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Give me liberty or give me death.

W.S.



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